Silence

So true....

DEVICES... TECHNOLOGY... GRATEFUL

TRILOGY  Trilogy is a mechanical ventilator that provides both volume and pressure ventilation and delivers the therapy either invasively (via a trach) or noninvasively (via a mask).  Advantages over bipap or avaps:  Can be more finely tuned to patient’s needs  Has an internal battery that can last up to 6 hours. Bipap and avaps do not have batteries- they must always be plugged into an outlet or with an adapter into the cigarette lighter in a car or hooked to a portable battery that weighs about 40 pounds.  Disadvantages over bipap and avaps:  More costly. Some insurance will not approve for non-invasive use unless the patient is nearly 100% dependent on it (20-24 hours per day).  More costly for hospice to pay for.

Summary All of these devices, when used non-invasively (with a mask), have limited ability to assist with breathing. As the respiratory muscles weaken due to ALS, even these devices cannot sustain life. They are all appropriate for hospice ALS patients, but cost may be the limiting factor for hospice particularly with the Trilogy.

I couldn't be more grateful….  lately I've been feeling tire, more than usual.. Sometimes is scary since I feel my breathing muscle are fading on me. Luckily for me... I got my Trilogy. Now I just  have to take two naps a day wearing my mask, as I call it "Hannibal Lester" … Got to get  humor in my life and keep my sun shining even when it rains... and believe me  IT Rains, pours, but then.... the sun always comes out.

Life is hard

ABBA : I Have A Dream, HD

WHO KNOWS

As my condition slowly progresses I'm becoming more and more drawn into finding ways to keep my mind active, enjoying what I love the most, which is my Art. My years as a Silk Artist will never be forgotten. Because of my MND (motor neuron disease) PMA (Progressive muscular atrophy) ALS (Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis - better know as Lou Gehrig's disease or thru the Bucket Challenge) my hands are weaker by the day, my arms don't seem to follow me. I'm slower and I get this unexpected reaction from my body and my mind says "what is going on"? Hey ! I never knew what it is to have a MND... new to me, so everything I feel, everything my body is signaling is a learning experience. I keep repeating the expression " Oops!" why ? because suddenly I stumble, because my foot (specially my left) doesn't move for seconds, because in my "clumsiness" I end up bumping into things, because I loose balance... those are things new to me and then... "Oops"

I am know doing and inventory of all the images I created during my years as a Silk Artist and as I do that I am designing "Note cards" with them. I added a Store "who knows" in my website www.thesunandALS.com". All this is helping me forget about ALS-PMS-MND which nothing will stop and focus on something else, keep myself creative, busy and very active.

Let's keep hoping ALS awareness helps "Research" find some light to fight this relentless conditions "some of us get and no one wants"... find answers and solutions.

May the sun keep shining for us all !

Florida ALS Clinics

Florida ALS Clinics: Leading the fight to treat and cure ALS through global research and nationwide advocacy while also empowering people with Lou Gehrig's Disease and their families to live fuller lives by providing them with compassionate care and support.

Three years ago today

Three years ago today !

.... what a mess ! My life changed completely...

it had slowly changed by me giving up my love, my passion, by far my greatest project “art on silk” my own “handsOnSilk”.

.....my work was not coming out good enough... Feb 2014 I left the gallery with the hope I would come back. Some therapy, some hand surgery, something would help me get back ... what a mess... !

May 6 2015..... test after test... lab after lab... Hey ! Is not on your head ! Hey... you are not putting up a show.. “you have a Motor Neuron Desease” ALS

Three years have gone by... today I feel my slow progression is building up speed and is time for me to slow down 😢

Staying Strong

I don’t blame you for my disability.....

I might get angry I just don’t want to let go of my own independence.

I used to do things easier before I just can’t do them any more.

I know exactly what to expect... although pain was not part of it... now I know it is and I’m learning as I go.

I will try, it might take me a bit longer ... but I will do it when I feel a bit stronger.

I might be weak but I will not quit !

Afraid..... I am. I see a walker and I cry inside.

I don’t want to show my weakness... but I know is time to have the walker in my life.

El Amor...se va ?

Escucho una cancion con la que no estoy de acuerdo

se me acabo el amor de tanto darlo....

no... el amor no se acaba asi,,,nada mas lindo que dar.

el amor se acaba  cuando no se cuida. Se seca, se desgasta....

Fidelidad....Faithful

NANKURUNAISA

Es una palabra del antiguo Japón que significa “Vive hoy por el bien del mañana y no te olvides de sonreír” o su versión completa que es “nunca olvides quien eres y vive por hoy y por el mañana, que jamás se te olvide sonreír y por terrible que haya sido tu día recuerda que el próximo día el sol te recibirá con una gran sonrisa, tú has lo mismo”

"Con el tiempo se arregla todo"

Do not have a nice day... Have a day that matters

Make your days count, make your days meaningful.

Do not be a hysterical follower. Do not let people poison your mind and deceive you with media propaganda to create a violent monster out of you. 

Make sure you know the truth before you adventure into damaging others by your remarks. Don't be a gossiper. Do not live on what is trending but what is important.  

Every one is entitle to their on opinion to their own believes. 

Live and let live

 Gladys

Live and let live

Mind your own business

Gladys

ALS: Fast, Slow, or ?

ALS: Fast, Slow, or ?: ALS: Fast, Slow, or ?

I followed Patty... Loved her. She was my inspiration. She passed away...  resting in peace