Let it be

I spend great part of my time brainstorming. I ask myself "How am I doing?"  What's going to happen ? How is it going to be ?   How do I hold on tight not to let go ?   How do I make it last ?  How do I stop the inevitable?  I want to use my time, I want to grasp the last drop of energy and live it to its fullest.... 

I want to stay Happy until my last breath.. I've learned there are beautiful things in life.... and I also learned...  laughter, friends...true friends  which I so long wished for and have, are priceless.

A friend told me..."sign of long life"  Please let it be...