Blue and blue

Sometimes I feel blue, I feel I loose strength.... Do I walk with a strong image ? Everyone expects a lot from me. I'm doing the best I can to enjoy my life and be happy. I need this. Why do I need to be tested ? I'm physically independent ....yes I know my limitations and If  I say I'm going for my happiness, is because I know I can... and I will.  Sometimes I just need support, sometimes I just need someone to tell me everything is going to be fine.  Is it  I don't deserve this ? I sure believe I do. I need people to be happy for me. How can I ever sail out to reach my dream if I don't leave the shore ? Time is a luxury for me and I don't want to waist one minute of if.... however short, however long. And I will not ask myself, why ? why me ? It is what it is... it's for me to face and make the best out of it. I'm sure not missing my train.

A dream is just a dream

Dreams fade away.... dreams are never here to stay, trying to hold on to your dreams is painful at the end. Memories are real, so creating memories is better than dreaming. Be real

Better

My journey

my sunshine

Some times it gets tough, it's hard for people to understand when they are not in your shoes, therefore, what you do, might not make sense to some. Happiness is yours alone.. to fill your own life with joy, You have to try to reach it. Make it happen !  I need a reason to live. ! I have a reason to live ! and I'm going to live it to it's fullest.

Happiness

 My happiness is coming rapidly ... Everything looks beautiful, every thing has meaning, even with the gray sky I get to see the sun.
My beautiful daughter in law, is making my life a living joy. I thought I would miss my home and decorating for Xmas.. with all my craft store as the boys "described it"... but quite the contrary, watching her put up all the decorations.. everything has a place, everything gives it the Season's spirit. Giving life to the funny tree ! awe.. couldn't be better.
I've been thrown a SPELL ... only have eyes for joy, laughter, love.
Happy Holidays eveyone.

Just finding the best out of any situation

Today

You must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment. Fools stand on their island of opportunities and look toward another island. There is no other land; there is no other life but this.” – Henry David Thoreau

nobody knows what will happen in the future! Think about how much better life would be if we lived each day like it was our last…
“Where there’s a will, there’s a way!” How many times have we heard this? But how true it is. Without our will, we are nothing.

Irony

I'm feeling the Irony of life.... and it takes away my joy and will to live !

PASION - Sarah Brightman y Fernando Lima

What do I want ?

I want to grab and hold on to the best moments in my life; the moments I live with those who move my soul; who make me feel there's life and beauty, that there is passion; who share music with me, who make me laugh, who make me feel alive and ...when the time comes when my body doesn't move but my mind is bright and alert and I feel..... I then will breath through  those memories created and I will survive strong.

Dealing with Muscle Pain and Tremors - The ALS Association

Dealing with Muscle Pain and Tremors - The ALS Association

Your First Year with ALS - Face it Head On!